So a little while back I blogged about feeling like I was in God's will but not seeing the blessings. Then I blogged about all these quotes about patience. God's teaching me a lot about a lot. Then Sunday evening we had about the best Bible study I can remember. We talked about actually enjoying life. It's not that I don't enjoy life...it's just that I haven't been lately. I thought that, Man, I'm reaping the consequences of my sin, so this is going to be miserable, so I was being miserable. I was talking count it all joy, but I wasn't living it. I knew I should be happy that God's hand was in this and I was being molded and shaped, but really I wasn't thrilled, 'cause it hurt. Oooo, I'm in pain, I've got it so bad, 'cause God loves me so much that He wants to see me prosper in my life. Suck it up, Jules.
I got some good news today on my taxes. Once again, after I step into the mindset and into the Will of God, just like when I started applying for all the jobs and then they all came at once, He provides.
I am humbled. God is good.
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