too far to walk

This kind of sums up me right now....

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
I did what I planned to do
and I feel like I knew I would feel
Now I want to come back to you

My mind is thick and it's dirty
My heart, it ran to hide
My plans proved
I don't know what I'm doing
'cause I used to feel alive

There's an angel on my left shoulder
and ten devils on my right.
Jesus, you'll have to come get me
'cause it's too far to walk tonight

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, how can I explain
These promises scattered
'round the floor by the bed
like dinner clothes after a date?

I get scared that forgiveness
is for better people
so I give up trying to fight
Jesus, you'll have to come get me
'cause it's too far to walk tonight

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
how precious is that name
and while you['re forgiving
I'm sorry I forget
that you came for sinners to save
yeah, that you came for sinners to save

There's an angel on my left shoulder,
and ten devils on my right
Jesus, you'll have to come get me,
'cause it's too far to walk tonight.

--Andrew Osenga--